My real self that is, and of course it comes with it's own perks of not really caring that much, losing people that liked the old me, and dom-dom-dom learning how to not give a damn no more. So hello Me, and good bye normal person I guess.
Well this update is really because I recently apparently disgusted Lily to the point where she doesn't want me to talk to her ever again so I guess that's that with that I guess. Now im just gonna go to work do what I have to do and come home and relax.
My ex-Katniss is living her life doing big things and enjoying so I think that's about it on her side of things as well.
I'm tired of living for people. I'm gonna do what makes me happy and that is chilling, relaxing, and eventually finding someone who can do that with me. I don't know if I ever will find someone who can deal with me and I with them but I will try. Right now I'm just gonna do what I have to though and see how things goes.
I grew tired of the lie I constructed and it finally broke so now I'm back to who I was and the road I want to be on. Hopefully someday I can finally get to my destination. I guess sometimes you just have to be alone even if it's only temporary. Until next time Peeta signing out :P V_\\\....
"Sometimes being solo isn't all that bad...(SF)"