As the days go on....

I find myself a victim of a past crime. Can heartbreak count as a crime? I mean it hurts someone enough. It drives people to insanity, sometimes even suicide so maybe it can be considered a crime. So back to my original statement; I find myself a victim of a past crime. 4-5 months now I've been dealing with it slowly yet surely trying to overcome an almost un-healable thing. Sooooooo I totally wish someone would come to me with the answer to solve all my problems right now, not just the Katniss situation but everything.

The situation with Katniss is starting to overload and sooner rather than later it's going to come to a boiling point. I still have not gotten over what she did to me and how it was done so when she tries to make me a part of her life then goes back to her man it makes the situation so weird and uncomfortable. I'm not going to put myself through that if that's the future I have in-store with her. If I can't heal and move on from what was done to me when it comes to concerning her then more than likely we will be going our separate ways with hopefully a better future for both of us.

Sometimes they say you should let it all out, but who likes crying and being in misery with one self. All that does is let me know that I lost the person who was my other half and that I have to live my life by myself once again. But enough about that part of my life. I'm ready to deal with new things and new beginnings and I think that starts in hopefully two months where I can move out and be Lone Wolf once again in my life. Sometimes I guess the wolf wasn't meant to be in a pack even if it's only one other wolf. Until next time Peeta signing out :P.

Personal art, From..... (SF)