Better or Worse?

It's been a week now since I started working at my second job, and boy that job is something else. I am drained, tired, and kinda don't want to go back but this is where GOD opened up for me and I will do it until directed otherwise. My coworkers are now having an inter feud so we seem to be separating at the seems. Ehh it's only so much you can take of another attitude before you just don't mesh no more. Only 2 more weeks before we all/most of us go our separate so it isn't so bad is it?

On another note I almost completely moved on from my ex-Katniss. I realized something though, I love her. Not that normal infatuation love where after something like this it disappear. I generally love her with the love of GOD,and love her as a potential wife and I think that's where we went different ways.

Now don't think because I admit to loving her I will be pining after her, or etc I was just bringing something to attention. My love for my ex is on a different level, and it's not something that can be explained other than in the way I said it. So on that note yes I do still love my ex, but I have moved on because I have things I need to take care of, and she already decided she don't want to be apart of my life in that way.

So now that brings us to my current people I like which is a short list, but idk how things would work out between me and them seeing as I have a genuine love for my ex. We will call girl one hershey lol, and girl two lily :P. So I have like(feelings) for both of them, but I doubt it will go anywhere not because of me, but because they both have there things that piles up against me. I'll just continue on with faith that GOD will lead me as he wants in my life atm.

Last but not least is my current living situation. I have no problem with where I'm living, but something within my soul is telling me it's about that time to move on. I took this to the father of course because if I am leaving then I will need this job to keep me on so I can make the required money to move out on my own. This will be a first in my life having my own place, and at the young ripe age of 21 to lol. I hope this works out because I don't mind living on my own it will definitely be an experience.

Well that's all I can think of I'm sure during the week there will be some random things that happen I will update on. Until then this is Peeta signing out :P.

Song of the Day.