D.R.A.I.N.E.D.

That about sums up how I feel right now. A strong wind would tip me over, and I wouldn't care to much. Trying to get my life on track is harder than I thought. I have support coming from multiple directions though which is always good on its own. Right now my head is pounding, and I want nothing more than to lay down next to my ahem scratch that a female that I can share my life with. Which brings us to our next juncture.

For all those that have been paying attention, or do pay attention last time on TLATOP aka The Life and Time of Peeta(SF) I moved on from my ex. Katniss. So I'm just here to say that it happened, and so far so good. My willingness to work for us wasn't reciprocated and I have realized a lot of young females are like that. They don't seem to be ready to settle or willing to commit to a relationship. I'm not saying you have to be engaged, but if someone is with you and there committed to this relationship that should at least be reciprocated.

We have a long life ahead of us there is more than enough time to live that life God forbid something happens. So if someone comes your way and loves you and you love them why give that up just for the temporary feeling of freedom you want? When you can work with them, and always be free if you'll work together the way you should. Anyways that's just me on the semantics of life I have witness through everyday living.

I'll let you know I want a woman that can love me for me, and that I can love back. I'm willing to work for something I truly believe in, and I feel that if I'm giving a hundred percent as my other you should as well. I respect Katniss for not leading me on, but that don't change what happen and how our relationship degenerated now because of that. Life is about decisions that we make and based on those decisions we have to deal with the consequences. I believe that one day I will have another chance to meet the right woman or maybe down the road Katniss might even come back, but until then I have to keep on moving forward with my life.

My best friend Jonathan I wish him the best in his current relationship which seems to have started out on a good foot. I also wish the best to my friend Jayson who's going through a situation similar to mine. Other than that keep your head up and keep moving forward. Peeta signing out :P.