Is it True When.....

Is it true love when your heart aches whenever you think about them? Is it true love when after a day of work all you want is to curl up into there arms and sleep the night away? Is it true love when even after they left you, beaten you down, and you think there is no hope but you still want the best for them and miss them? I don't know if it's true love or not but that's how I feel and I believe that is true love.

Somewhere along the line I got caught up into something and ended up loving someone who became the girl of my dreams. It wasn't no fairy tale love at first sight this was hard work, determination, and willingness to love someone and trust someone other than myself. I gave my heart built a foundation, worked hard to make sure we could communicate and it still didn't work out.

Is it my fault that I loved someone so unconditionally? Maybe but I don't believe it is wrong to love someone with all your heart but if they break it then there's only so much you can do about it. My life is so hectic and sporadic right now with my new job and they lack of time/free time for myself but, through all of that I still would of liked to have her in it. Now I'm just moving on up without her for the time being and if something change I'll be the first to know.

I believe someday if me and her don't work out someone, somewhere will pick up the pieces she left and put them back together. I hope if I do give my heart out again it just don't end in the same way.

I'm on a long winding road and I thank my friends, family(mother and brother), and GOD for being there for me. Until next time though Peeta signing out :P.