Can Someone Call the Doctor I think things just Changed?

So hey, hey, hey guys and gals or maybe no one reads :'(. Anyway I just got home from work or works should I say? Something along those lines and I feel free for the first time in months. I don't feel that pain in the heart I always had, and I don't feel the same way for Katniss that I have felt over the past few months.

Through the help of God and the people he put into my life (Jonathan because he wanted a shoutout, co-workers, family, and friends) I have come to a place of better understanding, and I am able to move forward unlike how I wasn't before.

Yes I do feel the occasional pangs of heartache, and I do miss what we had, but we are at a place now based on a decision made by her where we can no longer be what we could of been. Truth be told I am a very selective person in who I give my heart to, and the fact that I tried and it ended up in this way makes me feel some sort of way, but it is a live and learn type of world so as long as I continue to live; I will continue to learn.

I believe that one day things will work out for me again, and at that time I will have another shot at loving someone and maybe, I stress maybe this time I won't be giving my heart to someone who is not ready or can't appreciate the love I am willing/giving them. Ladies if you do read this I do not judge a group of people by one person and I'm sure there is many of you out there who found someone to love/looking for someone to love, and I wish you the best :).

Today is the first day of a new beginning with me, and I hope you'll come along for the ride. I'm going to let you know ahead of time I am human and I do feel emotions so don't mind if I post something in the future about Katniss, but please be assured I am sure in this feeling as I am in other things in my life and I shall endeavor to move on from here. This is Peeta signing out :P