You would think that someone would stop themselves from going through all this pain of dealing with females if they have so many problems dealing with them. Ugh my heart and soul is heavy from the burden of being nice, honest, and straightforward with people that just don't care or want to use you. I'm sooo tired.
I wish I could say that things Is all great in my world, but I seriously don't feel that way and I haven't in a while. Just sitting here revise that; laying here typing this makes me wonder about so many things in my life. I am sufficed to say tired of all this fake contented floating along just being apart of the breeze as it blows. I am different and because of that I am left to feel the pain of not being able to enjoy life's wonders.
At least there are things that I can do for myself that no one can take away from me. One is my decision to go vegan, my decision to exercise and live towards a better life for myself, my decision to be truthful and straightforward regardless of how others are too me, my decision to deal with this awful ass pain myself until such a time I can find someone who's willing to just be there for me.
Truth is its hard to trust after all I've seen and been through. This is Peeta SF Mellark signing out until next time (-_-) V_\\\...
~ "One day the leaf resisted the wind" ~(SF)
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